28 and still searching

I am officially a year older. Spent the birthday eve watching Argentina get thrashed and got really upset about it that I texted my father in an accusatory tone: Why did you support Argentina?, getting pissed off at the hubby's friend because due to gambling he's suddenly a die-hard Germany supporter. And also getting pissed off that whenever I spoke to the hubster, he had to interrupt and ask, what is it what is it?

I mean, can't I have a little conversation with my husband? All in all, it was one of the worst birthday eves ever, plus hubby was in a bad mood (dunno if it's due to Argentina losing or because I was in a sour mood because of Argentina losing and he felt like I was overreacting - hey, just because my buddy's a Germany fan SOMEHOW doesn't make me one innit?). And I've had lots of terrible birthdays (one even includes a funeral).

Anyway, I shouldn't complain. I've lived another year, breathed another day, and my loved ones are still around. No loss.

Still recently I've felt that same infliction, of fatigue, of the need to sleep the whole time and hide from people. Of being irritated with everyone the whole time. I think this happens like every few years now. It shall pass, and I hope soon.