Lunchtime ramble
When your other half, or in my case, my quarter starts imagining our wedding reception..I wonder, should I be worried, should I be hopeful?
Truth be told, I'm a bit scared to look at the future. I'm afraid that wonderful things won't happen.
I understand that to attract happiness and good things, I have to think positively, I have to think of that happiness, and all the good things. I understand this.
But I am scared. What if it doesn't work out? All these what ifs are bugging me always. The quarter told me that I have too many what ifs in my mind. Unnecessary worries, and a doomed outlook. I know this too.
But I am afraid that sometimes when you're too happy, something bad will happen. When you look forward to something so much, your hopes get crushed. It has happened so many times.
I am just living by the day, trying not to think so much of the future and trying to avoid Murphy's Law like a petty criminal.
Sometimes the past catches up and taints the feelings of the present.
Sometimes all you wanna do is sleep.
Truth be told, I'm a bit scared to look at the future. I'm afraid that wonderful things won't happen.
I understand that to attract happiness and good things, I have to think positively, I have to think of that happiness, and all the good things. I understand this.
But I am scared. What if it doesn't work out? All these what ifs are bugging me always. The quarter told me that I have too many what ifs in my mind. Unnecessary worries, and a doomed outlook. I know this too.
But I am afraid that sometimes when you're too happy, something bad will happen. When you look forward to something so much, your hopes get crushed. It has happened so many times.
I am just living by the day, trying not to think so much of the future and trying to avoid Murphy's Law like a petty criminal.
Sometimes the past catches up and taints the feelings of the present.
Sometimes all you wanna do is sleep.
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