Smokes for the future
You know it's no good to compare. You know it will only do harm. You know you're just digging your own proverbial grave.
But you just can't help but to do so.
You wish you can practise ignorance. It's true what they say, it can be pure bliss. But once the image and the memory of that unintended knowledge have entered your mind, it's incredibly hard to be rid of it.
You wish you can just be happy with what you have. Is this why your life were never truly content? You are always wishing to have what you could not have and are ungrateful for what you do have.
Pretty thoughtful things for the past, smokes for the future. Maybe it was just a lack of time, and hey it is the thought that counts right?
You wonder if you are a different person with different expectations on how you were to be treated, would it be different? If you were less..hippie. Less...simple. If you were someone worth impressing.
But you will never know, because you are not that person. And you will never be.
But you just can't help but to do so.
You wish you can practise ignorance. It's true what they say, it can be pure bliss. But once the image and the memory of that unintended knowledge have entered your mind, it's incredibly hard to be rid of it.
You wish you can just be happy with what you have. Is this why your life were never truly content? You are always wishing to have what you could not have and are ungrateful for what you do have.
Pretty thoughtful things for the past, smokes for the future. Maybe it was just a lack of time, and hey it is the thought that counts right?
You wonder if you are a different person with different expectations on how you were to be treated, would it be different? If you were less..hippie. Less...simple. If you were someone worth impressing.
But you will never know, because you are not that person. And you will never be.
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