I wish it was Monday again
Today is Thursday and time is quickly inching towards Monday 20th September, which means I go back to work and my sister has already flown off to London, and the one week break is over.
At times like these while I'm sitting around enjoying doing nothing, I do wish that I have the power to control the flow of time, that I can turn it back a few days and regain those lost time, and actually do something. Like, decluttering. Or, actually go around visiting people for raya.
Ever since I started celebrating raya in KL, I was constantly bored to death of the celebration and wished I hadn't taken such a long leave. The visiting and stuff only lasted a couple of days and since a few people aren't having open houses this year, my raya is instead filled with...hanging around doing nothing, not much eating as somehow I'm not too enamoured with eating, and more of nothing. Oh yeah, in between all that nothingness, I actually found time to go register my Blackberry.
And I've been fiddling with it ever since, including first thing when I wake up and all frickin day long. I told myself, I will never again laugh at people because of their obsession. I will never again call anyone a crackberry. I promise! As a matter of fact, if the damn BB keypads are not too small, I will probably write this whole thing on it.
Going off to sister's kenduri doa selamat this evening, and she finally started packing yesterday. Going to miss her lots. But a bit envious that the parents are throwing a kenduri for her before she goes off. How come nobody throws me anything before I went off to Melbourne then? Is that why I fucked up? Doubt it was but maybe that was my problem all this while..the feeling of not being loved best.
Oh gawd, Monday is coming...I sure hope by then my stupid office computer is fixed and I haven't lost any files. What a bloody nightmare, in the middle of work it just went dead and won't come back on.
I'm hoping the next few months of the year will be better, in terms of work and life in general. And I hope bad things will just go away. Ramadhan was somehow calmer for me, I kinda missed it.
Today is Malaysia Day, which is finally recognised as a national holiday. Before it was only celebrated in Borneo. What amazed me was some people don't even know what it means, this is the true day of the birth of Malaysia. Some people even thought it's 1Malaysia day, and come up with comments like "1Malaysia Day, my ass". I mean, 1Malaysia is a stupid slogan overused and its meaning false with the situation in the country, but today is NOT 1 Malaysia day. Some people are so ignorant.
Anyway, here's to a better state of mind and a calmer, more peaceful heart - for everyone.
At times like these while I'm sitting around enjoying doing nothing, I do wish that I have the power to control the flow of time, that I can turn it back a few days and regain those lost time, and actually do something. Like, decluttering. Or, actually go around visiting people for raya.
Ever since I started celebrating raya in KL, I was constantly bored to death of the celebration and wished I hadn't taken such a long leave. The visiting and stuff only lasted a couple of days and since a few people aren't having open houses this year, my raya is instead filled with...hanging around doing nothing, not much eating as somehow I'm not too enamoured with eating, and more of nothing. Oh yeah, in between all that nothingness, I actually found time to go register my Blackberry.
And I've been fiddling with it ever since, including first thing when I wake up and all frickin day long. I told myself, I will never again laugh at people because of their obsession. I will never again call anyone a crackberry. I promise! As a matter of fact, if the damn BB keypads are not too small, I will probably write this whole thing on it.
Going off to sister's kenduri doa selamat this evening, and she finally started packing yesterday. Going to miss her lots. But a bit envious that the parents are throwing a kenduri for her before she goes off. How come nobody throws me anything before I went off to Melbourne then? Is that why I fucked up? Doubt it was but maybe that was my problem all this while..the feeling of not being loved best.
Oh gawd, Monday is coming...I sure hope by then my stupid office computer is fixed and I haven't lost any files. What a bloody nightmare, in the middle of work it just went dead and won't come back on.
I'm hoping the next few months of the year will be better, in terms of work and life in general. And I hope bad things will just go away. Ramadhan was somehow calmer for me, I kinda missed it.
Today is Malaysia Day, which is finally recognised as a national holiday. Before it was only celebrated in Borneo. What amazed me was some people don't even know what it means, this is the true day of the birth of Malaysia. Some people even thought it's 1Malaysia day, and come up with comments like "1Malaysia Day, my ass". I mean, 1Malaysia is a stupid slogan overused and its meaning false with the situation in the country, but today is NOT 1 Malaysia day. Some people are so ignorant.
Anyway, here's to a better state of mind and a calmer, more peaceful heart - for everyone.
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