Nonstop

An invasion, guerrilla fighting by terrorists, deaths of police officers and soldiers, twitter infamy, war of words with Filipinos/ Filipinas, twithandle came out in the press in at least 2 countries, parents have found out what my twithandle is and am hoping they are not snooping on my rants, an election looming near and everyone is jittery and bitchy and desperate as ever, the shocking death of a fighter's club friend from a car accident, a trip with mum to Singapore she emotionally blackmailed me into going, reading classics I've never bothered with when I was younger and loving it, enjoying a wonderful 10 months with the quarter, feel that we are now closer than ever, found a brilliant architect for our future house and the place is going to be amazing, told him lemme do the interiors oh gawd please lemme do it, the quarter is really serious about marriage, he sends me pelamin designs and is very excited about it, decided on the next plan of action regarding my work life, going through the responsibilities of everyday like it's a dream as the heart is no longer there, quarter is being as responsible and as supportive as ever, stopped shopping except for necessities, still coughing although it has been 3 months, glad that it has somehow subsided, fixed patchy relationship with sister, hardly go out nowadays as we were both so busy, these working weekends these 21 hours on my feet days have got to stop, these running around like a headless chicken have got to stop, am thinking that maybe my body is finally saying fuck this shit hence the constant coughing and sickness, have stopped gym even because I cannot run when I am out of breath, but praying and hoping for the lungs to recover soon, have not stopped smoking because it is a terrible terrible addiction, and yes I know if I stopped smoking I would heal immediately and...